Wednesday, January 07, 2004
somebody make me smile.... please.... anybody.. i don't care how... i just really really need somethin to cheer me up right now...
i'm havin two of the worst days i've had in a while.... everything's going wrong and nothing's going right and i just can't stand it anymore... all i want is to smile and not have to worry about this anymore.. that's all... i just wanna be able to smile....
is that too much to ask?
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i'm havin two of the worst days i've had in a while.... everything's going wrong and nothing's going right and i just can't stand it anymore... all i want is to smile and not have to worry about this anymore.. that's all... i just wanna be able to smile....
is that too much to ask?
well.. they fixed letnet...
dell was supposed to send somebody over to my house between 1 and 3 to pick up my laptop... i wasted 5 1/2 hrs waitin around for them... i didn't even pick up the phone so they could call when they got lost... they never even called...
and then, on my way to the baker's house for dinner my tire blew out... it was in this really awful place with no shoulder where the traffic all goes at least 60 w/o payin attention... i was with julie, which was good, and then a guy stopped and helped, which was also good, however, during the process i cut my hand and stood out in the freezing cold for at least half an hour, so now i think i'm getting sick..... arg.,. and then i almost had a heart attack several times while the guy was tryin to change my tire, b/c he had his baby in the backseat of his car and some of the cars were not slowing down.. one truck came like a foot from hitting this guys car.... it was very nerve racking...
but at least it happened before this afternoon when i'll be drivin to nacogdoches
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dell was supposed to send somebody over to my house between 1 and 3 to pick up my laptop... i wasted 5 1/2 hrs waitin around for them... i didn't even pick up the phone so they could call when they got lost... they never even called...
and then, on my way to the baker's house for dinner my tire blew out... it was in this really awful place with no shoulder where the traffic all goes at least 60 w/o payin attention... i was with julie, which was good, and then a guy stopped and helped, which was also good, however, during the process i cut my hand and stood out in the freezing cold for at least half an hour, so now i think i'm getting sick..... arg.,. and then i almost had a heart attack several times while the guy was tryin to change my tire, b/c he had his baby in the backseat of his car and some of the cars were not slowing down.. one truck came like a foot from hitting this guys car.... it was very nerve racking...
but at least it happened before this afternoon when i'll be drivin to nacogdoches
Monday, January 05, 2004
arg... i finally stopped procrastinating and got over my hate of inconvieniencing people enough to call Dell.... they're picking up my laptop tomorrow... i won't get it/one back for 10-12 business days :( that means..
i get to be at school with a constant internet connection..
with OUt my computer...
again
arg
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i get to be at school with a constant internet connection..
with OUt my computer...
again
arg
i finished my maps :)
and i wathed a couple of movies while i did, including air force one...
that movie always make me wonder... how people could... well..
how, for one, the President would feel knowing that all those people died for/b/c of him.. some so outrightly... a couple of men jumping in front of bullets... a fighter pilot flying into a misile... men giving their lives up for you right in front of your eyes.... how... how could you deal with that? how could it not tear you apart? and along the same lines... how much courage would it take? to be that pilot or that soldier or that agent? how could you get on a plane to fly it knowing you were going to die and get on anyway, all b/c of one man?? i know that was just a movie, but there are amazing people like that... people with that much courage, with that much love and loyalty.... it's something that... i admire and respect, but also wonder at... i'd like to be able to say that i'd do that for somebody, but to do it just b/c it's your job?! i... it's....
...and then to think.... that that's what Christ did for me...
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and i wathed a couple of movies while i did, including air force one...
that movie always make me wonder... how people could... well..
how, for one, the President would feel knowing that all those people died for/b/c of him.. some so outrightly... a couple of men jumping in front of bullets... a fighter pilot flying into a misile... men giving their lives up for you right in front of your eyes.... how... how could you deal with that? how could it not tear you apart? and along the same lines... how much courage would it take? to be that pilot or that soldier or that agent? how could you get on a plane to fly it knowing you were going to die and get on anyway, all b/c of one man?? i know that was just a movie, but there are amazing people like that... people with that much courage, with that much love and loyalty.... it's something that... i admire and respect, but also wonder at... i'd like to be able to say that i'd do that for somebody, but to do it just b/c it's your job?! i... it's....
...and then to think.... that that's what Christ did for me...
Saturday, January 03, 2004
it's 11 at night.. over break... not really the best time for deep theological "debates" on the origins of the universe, the age of the earth, and scientific theory....
but, alas... that's exactly what i'm doing...
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but, alas... that's exactly what i'm doing...
Friday, January 02, 2004
yeah!!! internet connection at home :) life is happy
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Thursday, January 01, 2004
happy new year's :)
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