The world needs more chocolate

i don't want it to be tomorrow... i don't want to be conscious for it... i just want to take something and sleep (without dreams) for a good 36 hours or so... lsa.. i'm miserable enough as it is, so why do i have to be awake for that too??

anyway, fyi i'm going to be in a bad mood tomorrow... so.. don't try to cheer me up. it won't be appreciated more than likely.. and i'll probably just end up frustrating and probably depressing you... so.. it might be better off for you to leave me alone.. or at least not ask me how i'm doing... i think i can pull of faking a good mood for my 4th graders, at least since tomorrow's a short day, but by the time that's over i'm going to be even more drained... and then if you try to cheer me up or reason w/ me in any form, i'll be too tired to even pretend to be nice and will probably end up hurting your feelings... it's not something i want to do... but... will probably be the case... i'll still talk about the logo stuff, b/c i'm really trying to get that done asap, but other than that, unless you're really persistant and don't mind being around a quicksand full of depression, then i'm not answering any form of communication. if you ask me something and i seem kind of short w/ you, i'm sorry. it's not an excuse, but that's just... how it might be..

anyway, i'm goign to go look for a rock to crawl under now... "good"night..

...prayer would be nice... please..?